I'm sick of it!

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so.. the last few days.. i wasn't in the mood to update my blog so i'm about to do it today. anyways today we had a pretty simple laid back day. Had 25 minute classes and then did the ISTEP, which i didn't do that bad. anyways, so after that we watched this movie after lunch from like 1:15- 3:00, it was a Charlie Sheen movie. it was boring! but hey it's better than being in Agriculture.

ok, so i named this my title because, i am tired of all the insult, the name calling, people telling me i'm annoying and can't stand me! I mean i know i am.. it makes up who I am! i try not talking for hours and then people tel me, are you ok? what's wrong.. but all i tell them is nothing you know.. so yeah. I mean last week at the track meet the Turners, Lauren and Olivia, said i was worthless, then Miller told people today that she couldn't stand me and all, and then their is Chelsea, boy, what do i say about her? She just wants to get rid of me. Don't worry ladies the time will come... (hopefully before 2011). The movie we watched today was about committing suicide and all you know, and that got me thinking, who would really care when i die? who would miss me? not even my own parents, i bet you all the money in the world they would be happy! really why did i have to be born? i would rather be dead that be alive, cause:
1. it would be a happier place
2. none of this would happen
3. everything will be back to normal
i have people telling me that they regret meeting me.. trust me.. i even have teachers in the past tell my mom that they don't want to put up with me. But their is only one solution to this problem, don't worry about it and get over it! but i can't do that! i get insulted at least twice every single day! when people talk to me they ask me.. so you have friends you know your all cool and stuff, the truth is.. i have some friends about 10- 15 that's about it, and no i'm not cool, i can't even get a girl to like me.. now that's sad, so yeah.. i don't know what to do.. i think all i have to do is just give up on everything their is, i pray to God that my life will be over soon because i can not take it anymore! also.. i got turned down by the only girl that i like : (.. tragic!, tragic!, TRAGIC! My school life is a living hell for me, i would rather be dead than be alive!

Hope you had a good day!

Quote of the Day:

"If we all worked on the assumption that what is accepted as true were really true,
there would be little hope of advance."
-Orville Wright

To be.. or not to be?

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recap of my day:

- woke up, got ready for school, after school
- went to track practice
- got home went to get some compost
- gardened
- did some cleaning and redesigning in my room
- talked to Lauren
- ate supper
- did homework
- watched television
- went to bed

let's see here.. i'm feeling alot better now.. i'm not thinking about her.. and so yeah.. i'm pretty much over her! and this time.. it's official!

hope you had a great day!

Quote of the Day:

"Our truest life is when we are in dreams awake."
-Henry David Thoreau

The carnival has just left the town!

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ok so today.. i had one of the best days ever.. kinda.. well it all started.. went to Campus Life breakfast and Eric showed us this motivational movie.. it was very inspiring! then.. it was off to choir.. had a good time their, then literature.. its always a blast in the class.. then after that it was clubs- German Club.. not that bad.. then it was social studies class.. my God i almost fell asleep in that class.. but something very important changed my day! They called for all the 8th graders who are getting their shot to report to the commons.. so i did report to the commons along with about 50 others? anyways after that.. people were their bawling and crying but the Elementary kids didn't react like that.. they reacted like civilized human beings.. better than us!'

anywho.. after that i volunteered to go first.. so they let me go first.. the one in the middle hurt so much that i could barely feel my arm. after that, i went back to class.. i missed like a whole class period! Thank God! so after that it was time for 6th period it wasn't that bad so yeah.. we had a substitute.. then lunch.. pizza as usual.. and then 7th period math class! i did pretty well at the test.. so yeah.. then it was Home Economics time.. she graded our pillows and we took them home.. mines was beast! then it was track time.. it wasn't that bad practice kinda ended early so yeah.. anywho.. after that.. what else did i do?? umm.. hung out with Jess at the cafeteria until and saw people get their chicken bbq..

then i saw Maddie.. earlier today i asked her .. you should hang out with me during the carnival.. then she said that ok.. i was going to call it a "mini date" with her.. but then someone (not mentioning names) told her that she was just being nice.. so i told her that just forget it she wasn't going to have a good time if she hung out with me instead of her friends.. so yeah i let her go.. then it was time for me to do my thing at the carnival which was to help with the Water Sponge toss thingy.. so i did that from 6-7 pm.. anyways.. after that i hung out with Lauren and Sharon and her friends.. i told her that i would be her "body guard" but she didn't approve of it.. so yeah i followed her and annoyed the crap out of her.. i was going to start to like her again.. but when i was about to tell her that... i saw her and Marco flirting so i was like.. i better not..

anyways.. after that.. i told Lauren i should hang out with her tomorrow up town she said it was ok with her.. but Sharon was like.. don't do it.. blah blah blah.. so im not even going to do it.. just to make them happy! : ) so back to the carnival- i played the pie walk thingy and i won 2 pies chocolate and apple and then my mom and dad won 2 pillows at BINGO, and in the end we won 11 soda's a the ring toss thingy!! so yeah.. i was satisfied with my day! when i got home i ate my chicken bbq and boy was it good! i feel sorry for that chicken.. NOT! hahaha.. so yeah.. the outcome of my day was .. i had a great day! and i got rejected 2x!


Hope you had a great day!

Quote of the Day:

"Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail."
-Harold R. McAlindon

Rock on!!

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ok so Friday i had a really great day.. started off at Campus Life breakfast right.. went their, ate and talked about stuff. Their was about 10 minutes left and "Abe" decides to show up... not being mean or anything. Ok so after that i went to band- ok, gym- failed the test, clubs- Debbie wasn't their, social studies- had an ok time, english- got a book report book, science- pretty decent, lunch and then mathematics- which was kinda fun cause we only had about 15 minutes since their was a con vocational thingy at the auditorium. Anyways this one guy came in you know and he was like i will show you guys how to jump rope and stuff and so he did. I found it very interesting!

Towards the end of the con vocational, i liked the ending part the best when the lights were off and he did this one trick using those light up jump ropes. Did i mention Horton fell asleep? hahaha.. anywho.. after that it was time for track management. It was kinda ok.. Lauren kept asking me who likes her, who likes her, so yeah (i won't tell you who) so after that i went home and did some stuff for a couple of hours and then Kris met me at my place well his mom dropped him off and we went to the park and stayed their for like 10 mins or so.

Anyways.. then the Campus Life bus came you know and we hoped on it after about 15 mins their was about 85 kids (according to Eric Lehman) that was on the bus! can you believe it, some of these people don't even normally go! And then Kris and I saw Kevin with his friend or whatever and they were just standing their like idiots! so Kris was like "Eric, Eric, keep driving!" so he did, hehehe we left them their! sorry Kevin! anyways.. i was standing behind Dzejna and Sydney with Kris and we annoyed the heck out of those two! wow.. i think they hate us now.. but o well.. and then Kris told the most pointless story ever (according to Sydney it was a waste of 4 minutes of her life!) so now we got their, we got wifi on our ipods, then Kris and i kept asking Jared Stout for money for "pop" but man.. we ripped off that kid by like 7 bucks! ok soo then.. their was these bands that performed etc. and then when Matt, Chandler , Blake and Derek got their, Matt took off his shirt.. good grief! idk what happened to them.. think they got booed off! LOL, then after that it was Chelsea, Allison, Fox, and Peter's group band thiny next, so yea.. Chelsea is a great singer! i think they sang Livin' on a Prayer' but im not sure.. they should have won!

anyways then a few bands after them then it was time for Parr, Deric, John and Dylan's band to get up their, boy you should have seen what Parr had in mind, the kid came up their took of his jacket and he was shirtless! my goodness.. all that fat! just gives me the chills! Then Scott and i sang Livin on a Prayer with some other band! anywho.. so yeah.. then we got ready for East of Chicago time we got their, they were out of food! my goodness as Kris would say "paid $5.00 for nothing," i mean seriously we barely ate! tried to rip us off! hahaha so i had a GREAT time at Campus Life last night boy, i wish their was another one sooner or later! hahaha! i love hanging out with friends! especially out of school, and we get to do whatever we wanted!!

Hope you had a GREAT day!


Quote of the Day:

"Take heed: you do not find what you do not seek."
-English Proverb

Track Management : )

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hi there.. today has been a great day! first of all it was a choir day so it was a great start of my day, then after that was literature.. which is another good class... then it was exploratory, social studies, english- we went to the book fair during that time.. i told Mr. Horton i was gnna get a chick book and he laughed! and then science- absolutely love that class, then lunch- spaghetti and garlic bread yumm : ).. then after that it was time for mathematics.. we took a quiz i hope i got a grade no less than a 17 over 20! ok now.. after that was Home Economics, i love that class we sewed our pillow you know so yeah.. it was kinda fun..

then after that it was time to go home.. i met Cati Crum at the High School commons, we went to ask Mr. Roby if i could be manager he said that is ok.. as long as i show up to track meets and practice.. which is a good thing cause i will show up to those ok.. ok.. so anyways.. while at track practice.. John O. was like what are you doing here your not in track and Chelsea was like.. he is our new manager ... eww i know.. and then someone told me (not mentioning names) that Miller went up to Danette and was like.. "why did you pick Von Eric as manager.. i HATE that kid.. absolutely HATE that kid" o well.. she will have to deal with it cause im staying until it is over! but hey.. i'm really not worried about it.. hate me or like me.. that's the way it goes.. she is just going to have to wait another 3-4 years or so.. because she doesn't see me for good.. unless something bad happens : ) so yea.. that was a recap of my day!

Hope you had a GREAT day!

Quote of the Day:

"There go the people. I must follow them for I am their leader."
- Alexandre Ledru-Rollin

The sun is out today!

WELCOME!

so this is a recap from yesterday and today.. here it is

Monday: went to school as usual.. and what did i do.. had band and told us that we had a concert.. blah blah blah.. anyways to summarize my day.. the concert was kinda fun.. think we did a great job!

Tuesday: which is today lets see.. started w. choir.. i probably gave Lauren i hard time but hey she deserved it.. and then what else i went to Literature.. which i would have preferred gym but still.. ok so then after literature was exploratory.. and we did that rehab thing on bullying thingy.. Chris Lehman told me.. "if someone asked me what im obssesed with its sex and meth!" hahaha good times.. good times!what else?? umm then it was 4th period social studies.. my goodness how much more boringer can that class get! i mean i literally fell asleep in that class!!.. ok then english = suckish, then science.. the best part was that Mrs. Dailey left! anyways then lunch then math class! i love that class except for what we have been learning its getting harder everyday! so that's about it.. did i mention that the weather has been so much better outside! i mean seriously i would rather have this weather than be stuck in the snow! hahaha

so this weekend is Divine Mercy at church and their is this Adoration from 9pm- 6am.. im going.. but Father said i could take a friend.. i wonder if anyone of my friends want to go.. John? Ellie?? someone??

Have A Great Day!

Quote of the Day:

"Be not afraid of greatness: some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them."
-William Shakespeare

It just shows that we have good friends : )

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my friends.. welcome! today is Easter Sunday if you didn't know.. yes the Lord has risen today Alleluia! anyways today has been a great day! here is what i did.. woke up at about 6:00 maybe because i was helping my parents cook for the guests.. after that woke up my sisters and we got ready for church! once we got to church the church was decorated so beautiful! and then what else.. i served today it was so awesome!! i went to last night's vigil Mass and it was soo good i mean my goodness i can't even describe how beautiful the ceremony was.. to bad not a lot of people showed up : ( anyways.. it started at 8:35pm and it ended at about 11:15pm or so.. i mean the ceremony was beautiful beyond unexpected!

so today.. was Easter Sunday.. after church we had guests over Kevin and Linda Muhlenkamp, Carlos and Melanie Baytion and that's about it.. but hey we had a great time.. i hid the eggs for the egg hunt and they seemed to enjoyed it! good then.. good! so we ate lunch/ brunch.. we then talked about some things and today i realized that i will go after my dream. i know what i want to be when i grow up.. i want to be a priest! or even maybe a bishop or cardinal.. i mean i would dedicate my self to be with Jesus! anyways this weekend i won't be here because since it will be Divine Mercy Sunday their is adoration from 9pm- 6am and im probably going to stay their from first Mass and then to the second Mass.. it would be awesome!!

then after the party we went to Miss Doris Cheeseman this one lady who is soo nice, my mom visits her like once a week to check on her.. so yeah.. we played Monopoly with her it was so cool. she is one of my moms good friend, then after that we went home because i still had things to do.. and then LuAnne knocked on the door with cake! yes it was chocolate! anyways.. yea.. it was cake.. it was delicious to, then i hung out with my family and enjoyed this tremendous day that Jesus has given me! Thank You God! so yeah.. anyways.. i think that is all im going to say! keep this in mind tho.. Jesus Christ has Risen as according to the Gospel!

Have A Great Day!

Have A Blessed Easter Season!

Verse of the Day:

"Jesus said to her, "I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies; and whoever lives and believes in me will never die."
- John 11:25-26

Good Friday

Verse of The Day:

"Father, into your hands I commend my spirit.
In you, O LORD, I take refuge;
let me never be put to shame.
In your justice rescue me.
Into your hands I commend my spirit;
you will redeem me, O LORD, O faithful God."
- Luke 23:46


Have A Great Day Everyone!